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Continue to ChatSometimes I wonder if I shouldn't leaving being musician because I use to like it when noone came to see me playing, because I didn't feel any pressure. I can enjoy myself and probably play better. Sometimes when I play, people expect something of me, and I'm not always able to to that. Quite often. So I get totaly nervous - Allan Holdsworth from https://whatsmyquote.com/quote/sometimes-i-wonder-if-i-shouldn-t-leaving-being-musician-because-i-use-to-like-it-when-noone-came-to-see-me